rut

tidying my room today... it's been quite messy for the last two weeks, clean laudry piled on the cedar chest and the bed unmade. there's a sort of hollow rubbed out in the sheet and blankets where i've fallen every night - a little rut.

i hate getting stuck in a rut, metaphorically speaking. even with this new job, and school starting up soon, i wonder how long it will be until i get stuck in some bad habit that keeps me from acheiving my goals. alot of the last couple years of my life were a big rut - more like the kind a dog makes when he's tied to a tree and keeps running around hoping to smell something new.

so far, now sign of a new rut, except in my bedsheets. but i intend to fix that today. =)